i hope the late night ice cream won't make my tummy fat, but on the flip side, i DO want it to make my butt fat. if dad finds out about the ice cream, he'll yell. but blame it on insomnia, i can't sleep even after 3am when i should suppose to. maybe it's because i have a wierd thing about sleeping on my sides. i can not bloody fall sleep on my back! ever since i pierced my ears i have been careful not to sleep on my sides till it heals because i'm afraid i might pull off my earring when i sleep like the last time and i don't wanna lose my vision again; i'm paranoid like that. and yes, it still hurts even if i brush it against my pillow so it won't be a good idea x_x;;
on a happier note, I'VE FOUND THE
PERFECT GIFT FOR REITA! XD but since i'm going to be working on xmas eve and xmas nights, and i still haven't gotten christmas letters sent out along with other things i haven't done, i shall wait till next may to send it to him for
his birthday instead of a christmas present (: i'll have plenty of time to plan and look for the
perfect one. oh i haven't said what's the perfect gift yet XD ima get him a
ZIPPO LIGHTER! *feels uber proud* i wanted to get him a ring or necklace or bracelet or any form of accessory for him at first but.. iono. i don't usually buy gifts for people and i suck at choosing gifts in the first place so yeah. but i've always wanted to get him something that he'll use often and won't throw away, and i wanted something
special that he would really like and i think this gift fits perfectly! (: not that i'm encouraging him to smoke, but still a zippo lighter would last forever cause you can get it refilled! i really want to get him a
DEAL DESIGN zippo cause i know he'll surely like it but it's a hassle to order it and though they didn't state the price im positive that it's very expensive so i don't think it'll work out. but i have until may to find him one with the
perfect design and then ship it over to japan to him so i'll take my time to hunt for it! i
REALLY hope he'll like it, and that he'll remember that it's from
me whenever he takes it out to use :3 un un! ^_^ actually i myself have rather been attracted to zippos too, though i don't smoke. maybe i should start a collection, just like kai. they are pretty fly (:
andandand i recently dreamt that reita held my hand! i remember we were walking in this place that looks suspiciously like a hotel lobby (but i can't say for sure) and all of a sudden he took my hand in his! his arms were really fit (strong) and veiny as usual (he has the nicest arms ever!) and his palms were rough like i would expect it to be, but surprisingly when he had his held my hand he was so gentle *_* he didn't say much to me but my hand being enveloped in his was just.. *swoons~* fucking sweetheart! i was surprised at first but soon i felt all warm and fuzzy inside just being next to him :3 and then so i clinged onto his arm and pulled him closer to me and continued walking like that till he mysteriously disappeared. i really want the dream back, though it's just a simple gesture it felt so REAL then T-T *watery eyes* now it all feels so distant.. (i need to stop being so sappy! *hits self*)
oh yes. i've recently been attracted to Aki's blog
{HERE}. he's the bassist from Sadie (the indie jrock band that i've fallen in love with recently) and what i really like about his blog is that it's so
mysterious. it's written in japanese first, then translated in english so don't worry about not being able to read it. he often writes really short entries, like ONE SENTENCES/LINED?! i am really
intrigued at his entries. seldom do jrockers write like that in their blogs seriously. my favourite entry would be the one that says
'if you want white, i'll look for black' (: although my fave member is tsurugi, i just cannot help but be attracted to mysterious people/things like that. i know beatrice hates me for it XD
ah, and i made icons!
teasers:
more
HERE if you're interested in taking a look (: there's a total of 12.
the hunt for reita's zippo will now commence! yes now! even if it's 3.15am i don't care. hmm, which place should i start looking for zippo lighters at first? o_o gah i really wanna get my hands on the deal design one.. i wonder if you can even get something engraved on the casings? would be really damn cool. reita wait for me! 8D gosh suddenly may sounds like a really long time away.. D:
